god's apology...

... If God exists, and I truly don't believe he does, he will know that there are limits to human understanding. He was the one who created this confusion in which there is poverty, injustice, greed and loneliness. He doubtless had the best of intentions, but results have proved disastrous; if God exists, He will be generous with those creatures who choose to leave this earth early, and he might even apologise for having made us spend time here.

Paulo Coelho - Veronika Decides to Die